Loners Rule

You know you’re cool when you hang out alone in your apartment on a Friday night, which I usually do. Although the last couple of Fridays I was hanging out with other people so now it seems somewhat boring and lonely. Anyways to continue where I left off from my last entry on Monday I went with Michelle to another university where she teaches 4 men, older professors English. I will be taking over for her starting on Valentines Day. I am a little nervous but she says they more just want someone to talk to, so I hope I will suffice and be useful. Too I never asked how much money they will pay me so I hope to find out with in the week. I hope I will be a good teacher (nervous / what have I gotten myself into face). During the spring break I have class on Monday, Tuesday, Thursday and Friday at 9:20 in the morning until 11 O’clock. This is good because then I can still practice Japanese and have time to go do something in the day. Not that I actual venture about too much by myself. I think I will try too….its just scary. Wow I’m a baby.
Its kind of embarrassing when people ask me if I have any friends that I hang out with often and I have to honestly reply ‘No, but that’s okay’. I can totally sense their like awkward pity towards me. I kind of feel sad when I say it too which does make it pathetic. Oh well I’m just looking forward to when my Mummy and Eileen and Cara come to visit me. That will be fun. I mean I do have some acquaintances here and people that insist they are my friends but they would not be there for me if I actually needed them and I only see them like once ever 2 weeks at the very most (the exception for this is if we were friends before and either of us have moved very far away from each other)…so I would not really call that a friend. I could possible just have to high of a standard for what I consider a friend. Anyways I will try and keep things more updated, I was kind of slacking for the month of January I’m thinking but then again I really did not do too much. I love you all!