Sleepy Quick

Okay so as some of as you know I was being a bit of weirdo hermit for the last month. I love hermits. I have decided I like being a hermit as I have always known. Anyways I finally got out of my apartment on a Friday night. Even though that made me feel rather anxious…ha. Zan and a couple of his friends took me out to Namba to the ‘Hard Rock Café’ which happens to be more of a restaurant then a bar. Thank gosh. Actually they were not very hard drinkers and I got prizes and it was generally a really great time I suppose. Maybe not great…wow its hard for me to admit I was generally amused. I suppose that’s just the missing part of me. Anyways it one of Zan’s friend’s birthdays the day before, his name is Show. So Zan told the dj person at the café that it was our birthday and they do this big odd birthday celebration thing for this mass group of ppl and you get paraded around the restaurant and then you have to dance to really bad music for like 5 mins…it was awkward and I was caught on a camera phone dancing with a less then half ass attempt. Might I say I know the camera adds ten pounds but the fact that I know I had gained ten pounds in the first place probably did not help for how big I appeared in the video. Whatever all these chicks here are so tiny it just exacerbates what appears to be fat on my body. Ugh so tired…the songs we had to half dance too as they did not play the entire song was the “YMCA” some song I have never heard before equally as bad and annoying, and then “Liv’in La Vida Loca”…it was rough I did my best. Zan also gave me a tattoo book of girls tattoos which is freaking ridiculous as I have briefly skimmed through it with like “stereotypical” looks and some pretty lamo tattoos but I noticed there was a section on contemporary artist tattoos or something…basically I just noticed there is a section with some FAFI tattoos (a French Graffiti artist) so that was sweet. Where was I…I paid 5$ total for my food which was French fries and a non stop sprite (which they don’t ever do in Japan for some reason). So Zan paid for that which was really nice. Which is also good because I thought I had way more money with me then I took, because this morning I forgot I removed a 10,000 yen from my wallet since I was only going to school. Yea so it was not to bad nothing great. I like chilling in my room. I must admit though I was extremely freaked out about going because I was unsure if they would stay out all night but we came back by 11. Although I did not catch the bus back because we rode bikes to the station (thank gosh Yuki gave me a bike) anyway. Yea nothing too great happened. Zan constantly asks me about boyfriends or what I look for in a dude. A vagina. I’m half joking, I enjoy the penis. It really is not about looks it’s more of the personality. Anyway blab blab blab…I’m going to go to sleep. I love you all.