Suprises Rock

You know what I find somewhat pathetic, is the fact that right now I wish I could be at home with my family. I suppose this has something to do with the fact that I know it is Christmas, and I am lacking that warming feeling that only your house and your family and friends can give you. I mean, unless I die before I go back to Canada and see everyone, when I am there I know I will be bored at times and wish I was in some other place. I just wish one could always be 100% satisfied with what is going on in their life at all times. Is that even possible? I mean like I don’t want to go home because this is a great experience and such, I just wish I could share it with someone physically. Perhaps when classes start again I will make a steady friend. I am mostly likely also extra lonely because my room is cold even though I have the heat at 24 degrees Celsius. I can’t put on another sweater either because of the tattoo, it would be too restricting, and so I just have a loose zip up on. I can’t bathe in a warm bath either for obvious tattoo care reasons. I think I am also extra bored because all I can do for the next weeks is keeping my left arm up as much as possible and immobile. Thus I am doing homework and it’s hard without a tutor because I am guessing a certain things and every other word I end up having to locate in the back so I can find what page the translation is on. The tattoo is so amazingly great. Oh mail! Sweet Hurrah! I just received the new bitch and ecologist magazine, just when I was getting bored out of my mind I get interesting reading material. I mean I have books but I also really enjoy current events on issues/articles I care about like the ecology and the feminism. Both seemingly go hand in hand together if you ask me. Anyways, that perked my mood up ha-ha same with ranting a bit. Hurrah, I’m glad that I could share this moment with all of you as it happens. Now I’m happy. I love bitch, it always makes me feel good about myself and it comes at about the right time because it’s quarterly so just when I’m starting to feel down about certain things going on it cheers me up and gives me extra esteem. Anyway…back to homework. Maybe a friend will fall from the sky for me. Merry Christmas (although it is the 26th for me today, its Christmas Evening for all of you North Americans) Love you