So I’m menstruating for the second time here, I count it as the first though because I was already menstruating when I arrived for the first week in Japan. I was telling my mother and possibly my friends that I knew the first time I was going to get my period was hard, and it is. Other then being sore, like always I feel depressed and it does not really help when there is no one around to cuddle you, and cuddles keep me sane. I have not been cuddled since who knows when (about a month ago). I wonder if prostitutes get paid to cuddle. On top of being lonely and depressed, I am some what lacking patience which means I am just irritable. This mostly shows up when people I talk to are trying to talk to me in English and not doing well at all and not telling me what I asked them or anything close to what I asked them but going into great depth to try and do so. Also when they are (thank you!) helping me with my school work but sounding out the letters with me as I am so that I cannot hear myself think ! That really drives me insane. One of my Sensei’s does this (she is a wonderful teacher) but I just can’t learn when you tell me the word right away in this language I like to sound it out. Rant rants rant…
So my room is messy and I am tired because I believe I am still suffering from jet leg as sometimes I am exhausted around 8-9pm and go to bed at about 9:30ish but then wake up 2 hours later and then can not pass out again until 3 or 4 am. Thus I am tired today because that is what happened last night. I need to vacuum and pick up things but I don’t really have the energy too, maybe I will do it tomorrow. Tomorrow there is supposable no school my sensei today told me not to go to school tomorrow but the one on Tuesday said yes school. So I’m just not going to go and see what happens. Anyways I should go and eat some protein because along with my period comes sugary food carbohydrate cravings that are super high in calorie and low in nutrients which is again another reason why I am probably tired! Loves you all, send me cuddles please to keep me sane!
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cuddles -> sent
things I can suggest for you to end boredom:
1) Find donkihote (I'll send you a map, weirdest store ever)
2) keep the TV on for a while, its hard to get into at first, but lots of the shows are hilarious and you'll pick up the meaning subconciously
3) I wrote lot of letters/a journal
4) hang around campus, you might meet someone interesting
5) check out the bar just past the bus stop (its on the second floor) the "bar man" that runs it its very nice and pretty cool (hes a snowboarder that speaks some english, and loves to talk to gaijin, and dam does he make a fine drink)
I'll think up more later...
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